6.22.1999

Misery



Sometimes you find yourself
Amid the confusion of everything
When all seems too vague to comprehend
When all seems too difficult to take.

You try to find the meaning of it
You try to find the words to define
Just to make out what seems to be
A semblance of clarity and innocence.

When all seems to fall down
When all seems to fail
You try as much not to breakdown
You try as much to be strong.

But sometimes it gets hard
And you find yourself in a dark corner
Your head tucked between your legs
Arms around and you watch tears flow......

....... down beneath the earth of misery.

misery//dcny21//june1999

6.17.1999

Void


I feel an empty void inside of me
A space that I somehow need to fill
I don’t know where to find
I don’t know where to look
I don’t know what I could do
I don’t know what I could think
But the only thing I feel
Is that the empty void is always
Filled by my emptiness…

void/dcny21/6.17.99